...berkasih...

lonely

…mungkin sesetengah perkara tidak perlu dirancang, tetapi memerlukan keberanian dan kejujuran dalam menjalin satu perhubungan yang suci…

~ kadang2 kita xsedar orang yang kita xpedulikan sayang gila kt kita…kadang2 kita xsedar, kita terlampau sayang kt orang 2, sedangkan dia slalu sakitkn ati kita…dan kadang2 kita xpenah sedar yang kita bknnye sempurna untuk mendapatkan orang yang sangat2 sempurna dalam hidup kita…dan kita bkn sape2 untuk buat orang menyayangi kita macam kita syang kt dia…sbb kita cuma manusia biasa yang hanya mampu membuat satu mimpi indah yang sukar menjadi kenyataan ~

Aku dpt msj ni dr memb aku.sebtulnya, mmg de sdkt sbyk msj yang disampaikan oleh msj ni kne kt aku. Bg aku perkataan “kadang2” 2 patut tukar pd “selalunye”, bru masyuk dgn realiti yang pnah blaku.ble bckp psl jodoh,aku xtau knp susah sgt aku nk hndle bnde ni.aku mmg susah nk suke org smpai aku mmpu nk jdkn dia org umah aku atau dgn erti kata lainnye psgn id0p.sbet0lnya aku xpenah bcinta dan xpenah bgga utk mnyatakan yang aku pernah couple sbb mmg aku xpnah..sadis gle!

memb aku sume ckp aku mudah rpt dgn pmpuan,mudah utk bkwn dgn pmpuan...kirenya ptut aku bgga r kn?!tp hakikatnya aku fkr blk dsbbkn aku senang dan mudah rpt dgn pmpuan aku jd mkin susah utk cri psgn id0p...sbbnye?memb2 pmpuan y aku rpt 2 ble dah tlalu rpt smpai 1 peringkat kasih dan syg 2 hnya kekal dan utuh sbg kasih dan syg sbg memb smata2 xkn lbh dan xmmpu utk jd lbh dr 2...baek aku baek dorg.mmg akn jd cm2...aku xtau knp.tp xdela smpai thp aku nk elak utk bkwn dgn pmpuan atas tujuan nk mjlnkn suatu perhubungan y suci...2 dah desperado nmenye!

tp xlogik r aku xpnah nk suke memb2 aku...de gk r 2-3 org y aku pnah nk ubah suke aku 2 jd syg dan akhirnye mjd kasih kt mereka2 tp xmjd...sbb aku xbsgguh...sbb aku rse xleh nk try g sejauh 2...sbb aku rse akn jd kekok...sbb aku akn rse xslesa nt...sbb 2 aku xteruskn.start dr zmn skolah smpaila ke U aku xmmpu nk stay dgn spe2 walaupun pd zaman2 2 de bbrp seseorang y aku nk jdkn someone special in my heart.seyesli mmg kantoi r bab2 match making ni....ades.

n0w,still searching...h0pefully can get s0me0ne y bt0l2 dpt match dgn diri n life aku dan leh trime aku seadanye...akupun hrp cm2 gk penerimaan aku kt dia....bg aku pe y pntg give n take mesti de,discussion n toleransi 2 sgt2 pntg dan hormat serta mmpu utk meletakkn hrpn antara 1 sama laen dlm sume perkara.hrp sgt dpermudahkan olehNYA...amin

…menyayangi xsemestinya memiliki, memaafi xsemestinya melupai…

Allahu Akbar...
If you ask me about love
And what i know about it
My answer would be
It's everything about Allah
The pure love, to our souls
The creator of you and me,the heaven and whole universe
The one that made us whole and free
The guardian of HIS true believers
So when the time is hard
There's no way to turn
As HE promise HE will always be there
To bless us with HIS love and HIS mercy
Coz, as HE promise HE will always be there
HE's always watching us, guiding us
So when the time is hard
There's no way to turn
As HE promise HE will always be there
To bless us with HIS love and HIS mercy
Coz, as HE promise HE will always be there
HE's always watching us, guiding us
And HE knows what's in all in our heart
So when you lose your way
To Allah you should turn
As HE promise HE will always be there...
HE bring ourselves from the darkness into the light
Subhanallah praise belongs to YOU for everything
Shouldn't never feel afraid of anything
As long as we follow HIS guidance all the way

Through the short time we have in this life
Soon it all'll be over
And we'll be in His heaven and we'll all be fine
So when the time gets hard
There's no way to turn
As HE promise He will always be there
To bless us with HIS love and HIS mercy
Coz, as HE promise HE will always be there
HE's always watching us, guiding us
And HE knows what's in all in our heart
So when you lose your way
To Allah you should turn
As HE promise HE will always be there...
Allahu Akbar...
So when the time gets hard
There's no way to turn
As HE promise He will always be there
To bless us with HIS love and HIS mercy
Coz, as HE promise HE will always be there
HE's always watching us, guiding us
And he knows what's in all in our heart
So when you lose your way
To Allah you should turn
As HE promise HE will always be there...
Allahu Akbar...

Maher Zain: Always Be There